I am so sorry for everything that has happened this weekend. I just had the most terrible weekend, and no one has believe i have changed. Some people do believe me, but not everyone. I didn't mean to behave so terrible this weekend. I didn't mean to act jerkish. Most importantly I didn't mean to hurt people and make a mess. I am sorry. Can anyone forgive me. I love all of you who have been here for me. Please forgive me.